pointless

haiz...
dunno wad happen these days....
boring, meaningless and...
pointless...

dun hv any target in my life
and dunno wad i wan to be in the future...
i've told myself to change...
but my action looks meaningless

everyday sleep until 9am and wake up
sum time even 4get to brush my teeth
and try to finish my homework...
promise to do homework to my teacher ler
i have to do so
dis is my job.

sometimei was very blur blur blur~~~@.@
dunno wad am i doing and wad am i thinking...
always stare blankly and wasting my time...
very confuse about my feel...
am I like her?
and am I really changing?
for SPM, for my parents...

i've told myself to be postitve
it's hard
but i noe i will change
because i must change



mayb my thinking makes everything complicated
so if u r free pls simplify and explain for me
or else my brain may become a bomb and:

BABOOM!!



15 minutes to 2009!!!
yay!!!
its new year for me~~
for everyone!!!
happy new year to all of u~~~

of coz
i noe
only 2 ppl are watching my blog
but still hv to wish u all
merry christ....

ERHERM.........HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~~~