真我

比较了解我的，相信都知道其实我一直在寻找真正的自我。
那么，找到了吗？
老实说，找了这么久，都还没有下文。

最近在facebok做了个小测试，发现他的答案是目前为止最接近的：

Dear Ng Jian Yi, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Other people find you very interesting
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But you are really hiding your true self
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your friends love you because you are a good listener
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Achieve success
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Nothing will stop you from trying
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you


一点都没错，或许，几乎没错。
谈谈最后一段:
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
我最怕的就是没得依靠，一个人很无助，很难受，很痛苦。
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
一直想照顾好自己，却老是照顾不好自己，还要操劳别人，尤其是母亲。
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you
对啊，可我最无能的，就是独立。

谈谈第一段:
Who is your true self: You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
爱发白日梦是我的专长(连洗碗都会发白日梦，够严重吧？)，因此我想象里特别好，不能看恐怖片(恐怖的一幕还没到就老是自己吓自己，因为太会想了)。逃避，或许吧，不爱面对问题，害怕失败，害怕失去。想倾诉，是最困难的。不知道是不是心理问题，总是认为遇不到知己，向学着倾诉，却很难相信别人。

再来第二段:
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Other people find you very interesting
是啊，或者说不是感兴趣，而是感到奇怪。
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But you are really hiding your true self
隐藏自己是我最拿手的，从来没人见过面具底下的我，就连我自己也是。
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your friends love you because you are a good listener
我是一个很好的听众，也是因为这结交了不少朋友。
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them
做回自己？你给了我一个难题。怎么才是真正的自己？哪个才是真我？

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这是第二个测试

For Ng Jian Yi who have zodiac Libra, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners:Gemini, Aquarius
Nearly Perfect Partners:Leo, Sagittarius
Like Minded Souls:Libra
Opposites Youre Attracted To:Taurus, Pisces
Learn From Your Differences:Virgo, Scorpio
Not Your Destiny:Cancer, Capricorn
Astrological Hell:Aries


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最近很久都没上来这里，因为是在过年（你过年不能来更新吗？ =皿=+
这次新年是最痛苦的一次，因为我绑牙了没得吃 T T
结果每天泡粥补胃 Q_Q
555555~~新年的好料人家也要吃嘛~~
我明年一定要补回来！！ ≧□≦○